D5000 Part 5 ♥ Pavilion

Is another day with m DSLR. D5000. I went to Pavilion with my parents and aunt family. It was great. Except for the part when my mom and dad started a fight.

OK. Started from the few months when my brother past away.

My mom is getting more sensitive. And my dad keep nagging my mom..and they wont say sorry to each other. And my mom says it all my FAULT! When i heard that word,I went crazy! IT WAS NOT MY FAULT! Most of the problem was on my mom.

I feel like..I live in a home without care and warm. And it hurts me because,my brother wont be there anymore. :'(

I REALLY MISS MY BROTHER. AND I HATE HIM! WHY WOULD HE LEAVE US SO SOON. WHY?! WHY HIM?! WHY US?! WHY ME???!!!!!

I feel like away from this family. feel like they don't know about me. im so lost. Maybe i should work hard,study hard,and get a fine nice job. and away from these bull shits.